So I didn't know that Valentine's day came on the same day every year. I thought it was like the second monday in feb or something. I didn't know it was always on the 14th.

I have been super lonely lately. I have friends and keep in touch with some, but lately it hasn't been enough. I don't know. I'll probably get over it soon. I like my friends here it's just not the same as hearing from the people you've known for a while.

Did I ever tell you guys that I love to buy and decorate with seasonal items. Not just for Christmas, but basically every freakin month there is something to celebrate. Well I like to have a color scheme for these things.

I tried for another job a bit or at least sent out a resume and followed up, but when I was told the pay I basically dropped it like a day old pair of underpants. It would be good hours, but less hours and less pay makes Melissa a poor girl. And since I already am I am looking for somthing with less hours and higher pay to even itself out.

I am really liking our church lately and the class, but feel like I am not really close enough to God to be teaching our class. The problem is that if I don't teach it, it doesn't exist. So here I am. Lord help me.

I NEED A VACATION. I don't mean just any vacation. I mean me and JR and whoever else would like to come too ON A BEACH. I crave the sand and the sun and even the salty water a bit, being able to sit by the pool and enjoy whatever version of cancer I would get. Heck I figure we are all doomed to some sort, so I might as well enjoy it.

That dang gym is not open yet. It was supposed to open before the first of the year now they are saying sometime in Febuary.